neko’s thinkbox

Hi. It’s been a month since my last anime-related entry.

Yes, I’m still alive. Juggling between studies and Pangya, I still manage to stay somewhat in motion, although… I noticed that things are stagnating, as always. I know I’m not being consequent enough with my blogging work, and I most probably will not be before long. Aww, read more if you care. Guess readership isn’t that high anyway so yeah, whatever.

First off, my Pangya addiction. Still not getting off it, rather, gorgeous Beam Impact chip-ins and bombastic Hole-in-ones draw me even further into the game. But at least I am able to moderate my addiction, during school weeks I stop rather early to get a good night’s rest. Sometimes it’s still not enough, but I’m working on it XD

Studies. Things are heating up round here, lotsa test papers nowadays, and tell you what, I still don’t learn from my past mistakes: I still do wait until the last day to start studying. Had math on wednesday. The day earlier was already the third time (out of 3 tests this term) that I started studying at 4-5 PM straight until 3 AM. From past experience, well, this method works pretty well for me, I know I do study better when under time pressure. And today’s test went rather great, I had a small black-out at the end, but I wrote for 53 out of 60 marks, so… chances are high that I might get a sufficient grade ^^

But… only 4 hours of sleep? *to self* Hello, are you sane? That’s just crazy, I know. I also know that if I only started a day earlier, I wouldn’t have to kill myself to get those subjects into my head. Gee, my mind is a whole paradox. Tuesday I really had some regrets as I contemplated all that stuff I had to learn, after an hour of Pangya (curses!). Okay, “complexes, systèmes linéaires et géométrie analytique dans l’espace” aren’t really that difficult, I do pay attention (sometimes) during lessons and I assimilated things quite easily, yet damn, it took me long yesterday.

A chemistry teacher at our school often reiterates this very meaningful phrase: “The exams have never been so soon than they are today.” And what’s killing me, he’s so damn right. Mid-May to mid-June will be overkill. Without holidays and weekends, it’d only be about 30 school days. zomg…
And some classmate told me, “You’re such an idiot, you’d be the best in our class if only you studied more frequently. Your grades are as good as the other ppl’s, who start studying 2 weeks in advance.” Many ppl told me that, especially teachers. My mum already gave up on me, it ain’t worth talking, I’m simply a lazyass. See this blog? Go figure XD

Right, my blog…….. “Thanks” to Pangya and school, my other habits have been neglected- watching anime and blogging. Like… no anime at all. Well, Code Geass might be the huge exception to this unwritten rule there because that series is simply made of WIN and Pizza Hut. Can’t help it. Getsumen and Pumpkin Scissors are indeed nice anime but I somehow did the wrong approach to blogging them. Maybe if I wasted less time writing long summaries or simply shortened the summaries I would be better off with it. Or, even better, simply keep it at my personal opinion. I should do that. I guess it would also do good for the readership (*cough* is one there anyways?? lol), less unimportant blabbering, more blurbs and rants. What happened to my motto, “keep it random!”… I really should do something about it.

Well. I guess in the next weeks, my online activity will be even more reduced because of finals but I hope I will manage to do something about my procrastinating once again. Gotta watch Getsumen and Pumpkin Scissors first and then maybe a new series. Who knows… In the mean time, I think I’ll start burning my 100 GB of anime I’ve been collecting these past few months, my HDD’s are clogging up… not that they’re full, far from that (still got 300 Gigs to spare), but yeah, they’re doing nothing on the hdd either.

Okay I’m done, need to play some Pangya now, I’m mortified after this tiring school day, need to relax a bit. I know I’ll sleep well tonight lol
Right, read ya guys later. Oh and let me know what you think of my crazy habits, I gotta know if there are any more idiots with similar procrastinating habits XD

~neko